And I...

I never let my feelings show. 


I Never let anybody know.


Just how much I was in love.


But now..

I'm gonna dance on a rooftop, 

climb up a mountaintop 

Baby, scream and shout

I wanna sing it on the radio,

show it on a video 

Baby, leave no doubt 

I want the whole world to know 

just what I'm all about 

I love to love you out loud 

A love this true can't be subdued
So I am going to let out a yell. "And cheer the Cougars of BYU"




Because I am a BYU Cougar. and loving it. out loud. 

k, cya

Goodbye.Fare thee well. Adieu. So long.Hasta. Ta-Ta.

I've never been good at saying any of these.

I think I'm actually physically incapable.

Something about mind over body. I just can't figure it out.

I guess I just wont.


I will not do it.

SO Dear sock drawer,
dear bedside table,
dear obstacle course in the garage,
dear hammok,
dear toys in the closet,
dear telephone,
dear whole in the hallway,
dear stuffed animals,
dear light that never works on the stairs,
dear bmw,
dear address,
dear food in the fridge,
dear friends,
dear family,

Don't expect one. You're not gonna get it.

Because I am going to see you later.

alright

Today I told my three year old brother I loved him.

"Agam...I love you" -Jess

"Alright" -Adam

:) 

Hey guess what? 

He is mine>>My adorable little sibbie. 

Guess what else?

I have three others just like him. No really. i do. 

They go by Pendergast. Eggie. and Olipoli. 

Yep.

Forever. And Ever.  
because i am their hildebang.

 

Because I am secretly a little girl in a Tu-Tu too.

(this is some of my photography from 

my photo shoot with the Kaufmans)

the one and only boys post

Dear 11-15 Year old girls,
I thought dating would be awesome. 
Don't get me wrong. it can be. 
But? well, You learn a thing or two.
22 dates. This is what I've learned.


#1 The first. It gets better.

#2 This doesn't have to be awkward.

#3 Not as in love as I thought I was.

#4 I have really great friends.

#5 It's more fun when they dance.

#6 Sugar-Free Yogurt was a definite plus.

#7 They can be gentlemen.

#8 You can endure.

#9 A group is important.

#10 They can put on a show.

#11 Parents are a good thing

#12 Scripture Power.

#13 Choose Wisely.

#14 My hand.

#15 Deserve the best.

#16 They can be self-absorbed.

#17 The experience I'd hoped for.

#18 They run away.

#19 I love to laugh.

#20 Worth more than a glass of lemonade.

#21 Conversation.

#22 Chemistry class was important.

#23 Sock Fetish.

Because I am Dating Material.

because of a fire

Smores taste better with chocolate chips and marshmallow stackables.

Rachel’s dad directs parades. Who knew?

Humans are animals AND mammals.

“Cougars don’t live in Utah”.

David and Kyle are really good at making up statistics on the spot

 (example: number 4)

The end of flashlights, believe it or not, smell really good.

Boys could relieve themselves anywhere.

^^They also love to talk about it.

Christian has mature opinions.

Kyle and Steve hate Obama. And Jess is politically wrong.

 Boys secretly read blogs.

 Kyle likes the comfort of the grass when he is laughing.

 If you shake a roasting stick, the stuff on the end might hit you.

Similar in Principle. But opposites attract.

More cars drive around at midnight then you might initially imagine.

Because I am a Pyro.

love,jess

I am now going to pour out my heart and soul. 
you listening?
you sure??
cuz this is gonna be gushy mooshy and filled with juice
i may quote a taylor swift song or two.
i may try and disguise who i am talking about. but really poorly. so everyone still knows who i am referring to.
Wait, no i'm not. 
Because I am writing on my blog....not in my diary. 
love,  jess