new training ground

i'm not homesick, just time sick
I just miss that time.
though the time thats becoming
is turning out fine

i actually quite like it
i like it a lot
learning things that beforehand
were hard to be taught

well,

its new training ground
so you see, i'm not perfect
but i'm growing a ton
and i know i'm still worth it/

i sometimes loose focus
its ok. i'm just trying
to balance the things
i might face before dying

might face before dying?
there's a lot that entails
the different adventures
i'll face on those trails

if i loose it, i'll find it
real quick, cuz it matters
without focus--my life
feels quite broken. in tatters.

with it i'm joyful
The Spirit resides
i'm grateful. i'm blessed.
dah, feels so good inside

...

the places i'll go
the things i will see
i'll never have dreamed up
for little ol' me

there's one path i'll stay on
it's narrow and straight
His will in my heart
I pray be innate

just to remind me,

keep going, keep fighting
be strong and endure
for the blessings given later
are real, and sure

My Father, he loves me
he shows me he cares
I'll seek for him daily
through scripture and prayers

I am His child
a daughter of a King
I'll remember my purpose
I'll rejoice and I'll sing

Because I am time sick.